in singapore, there is nor winter, neither autumn and spring, all over the year, the only season we got is summer monsoon or summer non monsoon, thats is!!!
althought i live in the kingdom of summer, but every last quarter of the year (every year since i start working), i will fewl pretty cold in my heart....yeh it is frozen heart..........as lack of care and warm .... then i will hope to have someone to accompany me to pass Through this season or say in another way that i felt like to fall in love...
it is a start of a solo soap opera, a long and meaningless plot playing again and again, and keep repeating the same tragedy, seeking love blindly, and get cheated , get dump in 2-3days, yet to get anyone, anything, lost of time and money, and when i realised i have waste alot of time and money and earned nothing, it is a brand new year again, haha... then the tragedy will be replay at the winter season of the brand new year again......the cycle seem never stop, and i keep suffering from this cycle of retribution(as i believed in karma, believe i was a villain last life)
thats why, this life have to suffering from endless loneliness........
woo hoo.... for those reader of my blog, pehap u found that my article are all meaningless and Pessimistic , hahaha, thats is all because suffer from loneliness over decade...
