Monday, November 30, 2009

life and death--by liu yong

What is the different in between life and death? When we are born, The one who felt joy is not ourselves, but our parents and relatives; After we had passed away, the one who grieve over us is not ourselves again , but our children, relatives. We did not happy when we are born, because we had not idea on happy; we are not suffering for the death of ourselves, as we couldn`t felt anything further more.
We do not have the right to speak for our live before it was created, as once we able to speak for the creation, we had already born, whether born as a prince or pauper, or whether white, yellow or brown, black, we do not take part in the creation and decision, and we are not qualified to do so; we are not able to grieve for our grave, as not matter how you protest or complaint, you still have to hand over your live regardless you are a saints , a great man , a beggar, etc

We began our journey in the squall of ourselves, and end our life in the tear of friends and relatives. we alive as a individual party since we left our mother body, and consider death after we left the arm of the mortal world ; we being push onto the stage of life, and being drag down after. It seem that the most important two thing in life, live and death , we have very little right to intervene at all.

but fortunately, we still able to do something in other to make our ordinary life born commonly but great by death. play our role in our best and contribute to the other, to make our ordinary life extraordinary ,and burn ourselves to lit up the other life.....



p/s: this is the ever first time i doing translation from chinese article to english ...
sorry if any mistake were made during the translated article

生与死有什么不同呢?当我们被生下来的时候,高兴的不是自己,而是我们的父母、亲人;当我们死了之后,痛哭的也不是自己,而是我们的子女、亲属。我们不为生而高兴,因为那时不知道高兴;我们也不为死而痛苦,因为死后已没有感觉。我们无法为生发言,因为发言时我们已被生了下来,不论被生在富裕或贫贱的家庭,被生为白、黄或棕、黑的种族,我们都没有资格决定;我们也无法为死流泪,因为再抗议,还是要死,不论圣贤愚劣、伟人凡夫,我们总得交出自己的生命。

我们以自己的啼声开始了旅程,又在亲友的哭声中结束了人生。我们离开母体而生,又离开世界而死;我们被一把推上人生的舞台,又被一把扯了下去。似乎生与死这两件人生最大的事,我们一点干涉的权利都没有。

幸而在这当中,我们还能有些作为,使自己平凡地生,却能伟大地死;在母亲一人的阵痛中坠地,却能在千万人的哀恸中辞世。再三地燃烧自己以求塑造,再三地淬砺自己以求锋利。



Friday, November 27, 2009

Batucave and economic crisis 27 nov 09

today , i had woke up around 6am in the morning, in order to visit the batu cave murugam temple...but i was not able to wake my koala bear thambi up.....he is such a lazybone..i use nearly 40 minutes to get his away from the bed..



skip the whole story, just intend to said there were 272 step of staircase to access to the cave....we two person take abt 20 minutes to climb up all the staircase.(yeah because i too fat,lousy stamina...) after we visit the marvellous temple inside the cave.. we just simply use about 5 minutes to return to the starting point of the staircase......this is all because of gravity....climbing up is difficult, moving down is easier....



these theory is also applicable to economic....use so many year to climbing up to the peak....but just simply falling down into valley....in a season.........upset man....my paid become lessen.....



p/s: take the blue kancil that running by the SKTM STAFF(uncle mohan hp:0173119956) from senthul ktm to batucave, only RM10.00,very cheap...when u want bck to the KTM can call him, then he will go pick u again,,only rm10..damn cheap




















relationship..................



A relationship is the condition that how two people connected.....it could be connected, disconnected , idle ,data exchangeable, overload ,crashed....
and one way communication, two way communication.....
for example:
i know xxx, this is connected,
we get along well data exchangeable,
we cant get along well, nothing to chat idle or not dsl signal on the phone line,
quarrel =data crash,
if bandwidth not enough(friendship not deep enough),
break =disconnected.

different type of relationship:
WAN=wide area network(friendship and colleague)
LAN=local area network(family)
VPN=virtual private network(lover)
WAN, sometime have to use proxy(mean do not show your true identity), yes not need be so sincere to your friend, colleague, what aver mate, as they mind not be trustworthy.
LAN,family may turn off your firewall, as they are the only safe network they able to share whatever folder u have.

VPN, lover, sometime some playboy will use proxy to enter a VPN, so have to be careful to filter who are the only one can enter your VPN, have to verify whether they are behind a proxy or id their real IP . But sometimes for safety issue(working), have to use SSL 128 BIT to encrypted the data, and may not let 3rd party know that the VPN is accessible by u, for both welfare....for example, alot of movie star married secretly.

sometime...it is really complicated to figure out the different in between WAN and VPN, as use have to access to WAN in order to get into VPN, i was once thought tht i had granted the kay to accessed one VPN, but after that i found out , the VPN had changed password , only become part of the WAN that i used to access, i try to plug in rj45 to direct access the host, i found out is accessible, so the VPN had turn into LAN ridiculously

Sunday, November 15, 2009

recently where and who i had been with in nov 2009

merlion




willy and yuwan thambi
willy and anand thambi in front of fullerton hotel

twin tower klcc
twin tower klcc with wei kuan

Thursday, October 29, 2009

winter wish.........

hahah, gotta post something before the end of october, and try to make it a habit that updated my blog once a month..

in singapore, there is nor winter, neither autumn and spring, all over the year, the only season we got is summer monsoon or summer non monsoon, thats is!!!

althought i live in the kingdom of summer, but every last quarter of the year (every year since i start working), i will fewl pretty cold in my heart....yeh it is frozen heart..........as lack of care and warm .... then i will hope to have someone to accompany me to pass Through this season or say in another way that i felt like to fall in love...

it is a start of a solo soap opera, a long and meaningless plot playing again and again, and keep repeating the same tragedy, seeking love blindly, and get cheated , get dump in 2-3days, yet to get anyone, anything, lost of time and money, and when i realised i have waste alot of time and money and earned nothing, it is a brand new year again, haha... then the tragedy will be replay at the winter season of the brand new year again......the cycle seem never stop, and i keep suffering from this cycle of retribution(as i believed in karma, believe i was a villain last life)

thats why, this life have to suffering from endless loneliness........

woo hoo.... for those reader of my blog, pehap u found that my article are all meaningless and Pessimistic , hahaha, thats is all because suffer from loneliness over decade...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

RARELY

THIS is really rare that i using a foreign language(english, yes, to me is kind of foreign language) to write about a frame of my mind, recently i was being betray! yup, again, by the same guy, and with the same tactic. yes, again, i believe in him, i though i love him, he love me too.
IN FACT, it is not like that,TO HIM i just like piece of tissue, use and throw away by him again, my mind collapse thoroughly this time, why again and again he lied to me, and again and again i let him have a chance to hurt me? how culd he have another lover beside me, as he told me they were break,
i was once manange to talk to the girl, the girl is joy and seem excited once i mention 'him', i know, they are really fall in love with each other althought they have yet to see each other before!
i told myself to wuthdraw from this '3p' game, as i dont even have any single chance to win in this game, but every time once i mention break with him , then he will try to convince me that he is really love me, and cant live without me, then again and again, i endure all that , and again and again i forgive him, and remaIN the funny 'relationship' until today, my naive was the only reason to set me into the plight now, i cant do anything then crying......hahah, sound cool right, a fatso cry over his handkerchief hahahahah!!

in chinese legend movie, there will always have a screen that , those spirit(fox spirit, etc) when they are at their end of life(due to heavy injuried, as chinese believe that spirit normally have an eternal life) will vanish into fly ash just in a second and nothing left(灰飛煙滅), just imagine that your body break in to small pieces and continue to split up into cell ,element and water, until ion, just in a second, and nothing left behind nor memory neither regret, and it is sufferless......this is what i aspire after


Wednesday, September 2, 2009

silly willy and funny anand


i really like the singapore national day, as museum will be free entry on that day
this was the photo that took on the national day afternoon, with the over active
anand! 

it is really felt shame, as being warning by the museum security on not to use flash when taking photo uncountable time, as anand always forgot to turn it off.....
[o.0]~~~


 







indian angel with a beautiful moustache,look adorable


















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Saturday, August 29, 2009

my 3rd national day in singapore

the firework this year seem less then the previous year.......

but it is a wonderful day for me!! cause it kill my boring evening!!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

a day with my new friend nagaraj


just know him not more then 24 hours , then we seem like know each other for a decade , and went out to chinese garden for a boring sunday afternoon,
nagaraj is just two month elder then me, but seem like i look much more older!!

we will act cute while i doing video recording, and tease each other, he will said that your body is a mass fat combination body, then i will complaint abt his face colour, as have to took several time the same photo, in order to view his face clearly, haha
his face color extremely dark...........


nagaraj== you are cute, really....... [o.0]~~

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Monday, July 27, 2009

my simple birthday

my auntie and my dad.......23 yo already.... seem abit old for birthday celebration!!
anyway, i have been working for my passd two year bday, as even is bday, still have to work right, as life going on, earth wont stood still just bcosz a mortal bday...



Friday, May 29, 2009

want to know more indian friend in singapore

faster join the following group in planet romeo or g4m
http://guys4men.com/gNFmNVb18iAOhVZ54MYoSv9hGSelvSOM/auswertung/setcard/?set=4457746&t=3&page=club&secure=wiz5ccL1vjW7VSs%2BTCgEMg%3D%3D

U.F.O LANDING INFRONT OF MERLION



THERE WERE A VISUAL AND DANCE ART PERFORMANCES INFRONT OF MERLION, STH CALL DIAMOND.....
THEN THE FOLLOWING PHOTO IS SINGAPORE NIGHT VIEW FOR THOSE SKYSCAPPER IN C.B.D AREA!!!
ALL TOOK BY WILLY BY USING MY FUJI2000HD, I REALLY IMPRESSIVE FOR THE OUTCOME, AS THIS CAMERA NORMALLY NOT DOING WELL IN NIGHT!!
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Friday, April 10, 2009

WOW! LUNATIC APRIL






wow wow wow! cant stop my step for this unstoppable April for even a second hesitate, on my schedule, i only balance ten days for my business management exam , and 13 days for marketing and operation exam!!
haha, i not yet study for both of them!!
it is totally crazy, hahaha, hope i will perk up in this few day!!

although i seem very busy for both study and my career, but i still able to seeking fun with the limited time! i just realize that having fun with a stranger is really unique and always full with surprise, as you wont know who the hell is he, and Wat the hell he will do!! you will only know by the time both of u naked on the bed!! just imaging a macho bear naked on the bed, and beg you for the punishment, or a huge cock top conquered your body with the rod and the skill, it is all consider kind of surprise when u having fun with a stranger!!

but that doesn't mean you will always so lucky, cause if u met a newbie, that u will have to used a lot of time to guide him, will less enjoyment on that!!
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

NEW CAMERA TESTING














TODAY IS A FINE WEATHER SUNDAY THAT I FINALLY ABLE TO TEST MY NEW CAMERA PERFORMANCES, AFTER A RAINY WEEK!
I WAS HAPPY WITH MY Fuji FinePix S2000HD MACRO SHOT PERFORMANCES, BUT NOT PERFORMING WELL IN NIGHT SHOT, AND INACCURATE AUTO WHITE BALANCE FOR RED COLOUR



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Thursday, March 12, 2009

a video that recorded by my laptop webcam

it is my tambi, suresh kumar and fren bala

a trip to sentosa island 09

recently been to sentosa, as my fren going back to india soon, so b4 that, i show him around there!
below is the video clip that i combine photo and video together!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Happy chinese new year





some more 7 days will be chinese new year, hope in 2009 will be a prosperity year for construction line!

and hope the economic will getting well!!

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today i report to RAW as usual,( a sauna that have alot of indian gorgeous and was located in tanjong pagar!) i found that, it had been closed and relocated at other place with the new name heater room!! i found that there were not more indian gorgeous visit the brand new sauna, althought it have a better facility..... i had been in blue mood since this morning, as i couldnt get another sauna that like the past raw, able to know so many indian!

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share some photo of my handsome indian fren